The Energy of Rape & Assault
May 23rd 2011 02:28
I had a realisation the other night that though we can cope with the emotional effects of sexual assault, we often don't realise that this person can leave energetic traces in our bodies that still influence us.
I often feel pressure on my body/mind that doesn't seem to be connected to anything and when I sit and tune in, I see that it's not mind but his. This person who assaulted me has left his mark, well and truly. It's weird that I can cope with what happened, but feel hysterical when I sense his energy around me. There is a double bind here - that it's not just what he's done but what he's left behind.
Well, I can't say more than that, other than the only way to clear it is to just meditate through it - giving it all back to him, telling him that you are no longer wearing his issues, but opening my life up to better things now.
There is something about clearly coming back to our own connection with self or communicate with self that let's it all go off into the ether!
I often feel pressure on my body/mind that doesn't seem to be connected to anything and when I sit and tune in, I see that it's not mind but his. This person who assaulted me has left his mark, well and truly. It's weird that I can cope with what happened, but feel hysterical when I sense his energy around me. There is a double bind here - that it's not just what he's done but what he's left behind.
Well, I can't say more than that, other than the only way to clear it is to just meditate through it - giving it all back to him, telling him that you are no longer wearing his issues, but opening my life up to better things now.
There is something about clearly coming back to our own connection with self or communicate with self that let's it all go off into the ether!
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